Where I have been, where I’m going to

I have been in a place where darkness can not arrive to. I have been in a place where I can be myself, after mind and body get together. I have been in a place where people’s words can not hurt me, where those eyes are not focusing on me.

How did I arrive there? I do not know. It just happened. To find answers for that question could be as impossible as trying to find answers to, why do we exist? The only thing I have for sure is that where I have been I can see what I want to see and I can hear what I want to hear. Where I can smile! Where I can cry! Where I can do everything I want, even things I thought I could not do. I am always welcome no matter what time. And all what happens inside that place lies right there. Because I am the only one who has the key, so I am the only one who can get into it.

Right now I am preparing myself to go there. The tic-tac is announcing time is over. The outside doors are closing, it is too late, I have to stop writing…it is time to go…I have to leave the outside world…I am going to that place.

17^th February 2011

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