Because he pretended me to stop telling lies, and God knows it is impossible!
Because his answers have the outstanding “endowment” of setting more questions, so that thirst I desperately felt for so long used to be answered with fancy but empty glasses.
Because I was born in the XXth century, not in the XVIth.
Because he is a terrorist, he is a Jewish, he is a “black and white” person.
Because hopelessness was dreadfully growing inside me; it was like opening an empty refrigerator over and over with a bare illusion of finding something for this wayward famine.
Because I wanted Monday be as important as Sunday, and I wanted « Saturday » be a synonym of « couch ».
Because lust, sloth and wrath are part of me, and sometimes impulses taste warm and sweet.
Because he was born when democracy hadn’t been invented.
Because I didn’t want to fall asleep without repetitions in my head and mouth any more.
Because he pretended to convince me through narration.
Because I categorically wanted to live thinking about life instead of death.
Because I found out that I would never be free if I continued living with him.
Because he is death, and because he was never born.
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