BECAUSE..................
Because He first looked at me. Because we just shared a moment that will last to the end. Because after I saw him for the first time He did not imagine how I long to see and hug him everyday. Because he never saw my tears coming out from my deep heart because of him. Because his kindness I will remember for ever. Because his deep tender look went trough my eyes until my soul and his words keep going around my mind. Because I can't blot them out. Because when He forgot me I loved him more. Because I never told him what was happening the way it was. Because I thought he was like any other but he was not. Because I tried to believe in a god after I met him. Because I know I will never see him again but I even keep a hope. Because for a long time all my thoughts and feelings were focused on him. Because there were many nights I could not sleep. Because I prayed to his god for him and he never knew it. Because I thank him for the happiest moments and for the saddest too.
a revealing and moving text. well done, Elizabeth!
ReplyDeleteHave you overcome that disillusion yet? or is it something that now enhances your creativity? It must be hard not to have what you want or desire but luckily you show a slight faith that it is meant to keep hope. I admit I feel a kind of sadness while I read your texts. Have yu tried transmitting another emotion like cheerfulness, anxiety,uncertainty. Don't take so seriously , probably the sad is me.On the other hand, feel proud of touching reader's emotions.Keep on doing it, don't give up.
ReplyDeleteI really enjoy reading this, I can see the emotions, but I am not so sure what are you talking about.
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