Unending love... By Jen

Because the first time I saw you we made contact through our eyes and we smiled at the same time.

Because you never told me that you liked me and I never told you that I liked you, but we knew what we felt, it was a kind of body language communication.

Because even though I was afraid of kissing you, I accepted to be your girlfriend.

Because you were my first kiss.

Because we went to the cinema (it was the time of Shrek), but we never watched the film.
Because we broke up when we were in eighth grade, but every time we saw each other we kissed.

Because your kisses were a plane of emotions for all my body.

Because we went back when we were in tenth grade, but it was just for a week.

Because you had many girlfriends, but you always came back to me.

Because the graduation day you were in Cuba, but you call for telling me that you loved me.
Because after finishing school, we lost contact, but several times I surprised myself thinking of you.
Because some years later I found you on Facebook, I sent request and immediately I received a notification:” J.C.A accepted your friend request.

Because we exchanged our emails and we started virtual contact.

Because webcam chat became an addiction for us.

Because you invited me a cup of coffee and I accepted it, and when you looked at me you gave me a huge hug and you held me up while everyone stared at us.

Because I ordered a frapuccino, but then your eyes made me order a beer.

Because our date ended at your home, you and I in a romantic environment, dim light, beers and music. It was like a fairy tale ending.

Because after more than three years you kissed me AGAIN and it was like the first time…
Because the nakedness of our bodies crystallized our hearts on the time, but the scene became an unfinished painting. Just kisses that night.

Because I was scared, I was confused, but you remained silent and gave me a hug.
Because we talked for hours on Messenger and you put your feelings in words; you transformed me and I became poetry in your mouth.

Because it wasn’t just a physical attraction but a chemical one.

Because I looked for you when I wanted to kiss you and you were there.

Because when you were in my dreams you appeared and when you thought of me I appeared.
Because you told me: “I would like to make love with you” and I accepted it but that day I didn’t call you, I didn’t go to the date and you were mad at me.

Because you removed me from your contacts on Facebook and Messenger. You erased me from your life.
Because we lost contact AGAIN.

Because I tried to forget you but I couldn’t.

Because two months later, I decided to send you a message and you answered it.

Because you came back to my life AGAIN, you added me on Facebook and Messenger one more time.
Because I created a Skype account just for one contact, YOU.

Because we became dangerously addicted to webcam chat, AGAIN.

Because last vacations you invited me out and I accepted it AGAIN.

Because that day it was impossible to try to think rationally, I couldn’t control my feelings, my emotions, we kissed passionately.

Because that day we made love. It wasn’t your first time, it wasn’t my first time, but it was like if it was the first time for both of us.

Because I felt confused AGAIN and I decide to get over you.

Because you were mad at me AGAIN but you looked for me 10 days before.

Because we have been talking about our lives and we feel the same...

Because you need me as I need you.

Because we have a new date tomorrow night and I am so nervous of seeing you AGAIN.