Beacuse he wasn't there when I didn´t need him.
Because he was there when I needed him.
Because looking at him I feel I love him.
Because when I notice that I have the same defects he has I feel I hate him.
Because I don´t want to be like him.
Because I wanted to be different.
Because I´m proud of him.
Because I'm him.
Because he loves me and hurts me.
Because he's my mentor.
Because he's who destroys the dark side of my soul.
Because every word he pronounces makes me feel good (bad?)
Because I don't want to accept that I may keep any resentment towards him.
Because I want to love him.
Because I HAVE to love him.
Because at the end I always forget all of these contradictions.
Because I'm not sure
Because he's my father.
your text expresses in depth your feelings and bonds towards such an important person in someone's life. i really liked the duality presented, for instance: "Because he loves me and hurts me." you succeded at showing to which extent you are reflected and determined by that person.
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