Where I have been, where I'm going to

I have been to Medellin with my University partners after a kind of riot in the building, I have been to Pasto with my family having fun like if all of us were children again, I have been to Buga praying and walking and thanking God for his great kindness with us, I have been to Calima's Lake and Coconuco spending my free time with my husband and my children, I have been to Sevilla joining my mom's family and cooking at the firewood, I have been to Bogotá visiting my sister in law and sightseeing, I have been at my children's school receiving their academic reports and feeling proud of them, I have been at the theatre looking at them acting and singing and being nervous as them but I also have been at the hospital being worried about my babies and my love's health, I have been at the cemetery visiting my Dad's memory and crying the time we missed, I have been at many funerals supporting my friends, I have been at many places having fun but feeling bad, too...

But nothing compares the places I have been and I cannot describe when I felt my babies skin for the first time, when I heard their voice bubbling or when they open their eyes in front of me, when I heard the word “mom” and it was for me, when they say to me an “I love you” with a hearted smile and a big hug or when I go back home after a long and a tiring day and they receive me with all their love, when I hear a “don't worry, you'll get it” when I feel I cannot.

I am going to a place full of peace and happiness every night, I am going to a place where I feel comfortable and where nothing else matters, I am going to a place where the world is different and where it is painted in many colours with crayons and crazy markers, I am going to a place where the weather turn in a holly warm and where I feel it is always sunny, I am going to a place where I find a lot of people who share my nut ideas and where we look like drunk but we aren't, I am going to a place where we laugh at everything and without reason, I am going to a place where everything is enough even if we multiplied suddenly, I am going to a place where I am what I am and nobody cares about it, I am going to a place where I love being!