An Open Letter to my Dear Aunt

Still I remember as if it was yesterday the last time that we were together, the day that I was helping you to pack a great suitcase for your trip to the United States the following day, you were taking many new shoes we could not close it, but ultimately we achieve it, it was a difficult task no doubt. You should come for the Christmas of the year 2010 as we had spoken but you did not come, it would be that God decided it or were you the one who decided it.
We had many plans: to finish the remodeling of the house that you had just bought, to enjoy the new bay that I was waiting in that moment, to travel and many things more.
I do not understand why did you decide to leave us, I want to say; always you looked so satisfied, so smiling, so happy, so positive. Now I have thousand of questions in my mind, undoubtedly this letter would not reach to answer each one of them, but I would like to know why did you decide not to accept blood, if it was your only alternative of life? Why did you decide to leave your son alone what did you think in that moment?
I feel a deep pain of not have been with you; of you die alone in that country far of all we that love you. If only God had given me the opportunity to be with you to take care of you and to speak you about how important were you for us, certainly you would be here with us and certainly you would be alive.
That day we all were met at the grandmother's house to accompany her, since you know she is the person who more loves you and his pain would be so big that we doubt that she could resist it alone. We essay thousand ways of saying it to her, but this was not necessary when she saw us she understood that you had died and that her prayers were not sufficient to save you.
I want you know that still we do not overcome your loss, but today I fill with happiness remembering your sweet little face of doll with a smile always drawn in you and your so beautiful blue eyes. You were an affectionate, sweet and comprehensive aunt. The aunt that all want to have.
I know that we are going to be together again and when it happens I will give you this letter, for the moment it is only an open letter.
Aleja.