Monday 25 April 2011

The Trip

We could not expect the day arrived. All of us were excited. We had been saving money for months and we thought it was a deserved gift. People were always talking about it and we wanted to live the experience by our own. Although it was a long trip by car we were decided to do it. Besides, we were also using for the first time our first car. It was not new at all. It was a second hand car. Well a third hand car but it was very good. “Blue” was its name, in that way we used to call it.

The day arrived. We made our luggage. It was a five days trip but we had to take our warm blankets because the weather. We leave the city at one thirty o’clock. It was a dark night. Our friends were waiting for us at the outsides of the city. Then we started the trip.

My husband was driving the car, of course. But it was his first trip by car. We were too risky. We were traveling with our two sons. Along the way we were talking and listening to music but the later was getting the tired we were feeling. There was a part of the highway with no signs, so it made difficult to drive along that way. My husband almost lost the control but he could take the way again. We were very frightened. Fortunately it was already dawning and our final stop was closer and closer.

We got the city. It was really cold and our friends’ family was waiting for us. We had breakfast quickly, let the luggage in a bedroom they had prepared for us and went to the carnival. I had listened to many people telling about the carnival but living it was much better. It was wonderful. My children enjoyed every minute we stayed there. My husband and I were very happy to see them. They were throwing powder and “carioca”. We took pictures and tried different kind of food. We also visited many interesting places such as La Cocha lagoon, Las Lajas Cathedral, Rumichaca Bridge, Tulcan, Ipiales, Bomboná and other interesting places where we could meet the Nariñense culture and buy some souvenirs for our family in Cali. Nine months after the trip my third baby was born. Everybody calls him “Carnavalito” because they say he was conceived during the carnivals.

It was a great trip. We spent a wonderful time together. Our family was more connected and we have excellent memories of that trip. We are looking forward going there again but we need save money and at this time we are preparing our trip to San Andres to meet the sea.

Sunday 24 April 2011

Twice Told Story

She

It was a quiet afternoon when I met him. His black eyes made me feel intimidated. His soft but strong voice shook me. His beautiful smile made me fall in love with him. But I was a child girl and I was afraid of my feelings. A fifteen-year old girl with a lot of dolls discovering a new world. My new friends were different from those I used to have. Moving to a new neighborhood had its advantages. One of them was knowing handsome but silly boys. He was the difference.

I didn’t know how to give a kiss. My friends suspected it so they started to talk about their first kisses, how to do it and how it feels. I listened to them carefully buy I was still afraid. He used to visit our street at nights when we were sitting down in front of our houses. I was waiting for him, of course but I did not demonstrate it. I was rather indifferent to him because I can not looking at him directly to his eyes. When I felt him too close to me I decided move myself far of him. I trembled being at his side, my heart beat so fast that I could feel it in my head.

Once he found me alone far from my house. We talked for a long time and I could not hide my feelings. He got closer to me and he kissed me. Oh my God! I was so nervous but happy. I remembered every step my friends told me indirectly and I followed them. I felt on the moon and I liked it. He was my first time, my first love, my first mischief of love.

But nothing is perfect and before I told my friends, one of them told me she liked him and asked me for help to let him know it and I could not tell her the truth. He was already my boyfriend, officially, but she was my friend. What could I do? She knew everything but she thought I was a trickery so she was no my friend anymore.

One day I was talking with a gay friend and we were embraced. My handsome boy did not know my gay friend and when he saw us he thought I was being unfaithful. He got mad and angry with me and he went away. I could not clarify the situation. He went to the bakery and he met my ex-friend there. When I went to look for him she saw me and kissed him and he reciprocated her. My broken heart was crying. I could not believe what had happened. Then he tried to talk to me but I did no listen to him. I asked him go away and do not look for me anymore. And he did it.

Now , being a happily married woman I remember him with love, I remember him as my first love. He was my one and my only and I tried to look for him. I wonder how our lives would have been if nothing had happened and I tremble, my heart beats fast and I am afraid to see him again.

He

It was a wonderful afternoon and I knew something special was happening. It was so, I met her. She was a beautiful girl. She was new in the neighborhood and was making friends. Fortunately I arrived at time; she did not have a boyfriend. A pretty girl as she would not be single for much time. She looked so innocent and shy and I loved it. That was the kind of girl I was looking for, different to the other ones who were chasing me: interested and unfaithful, hungry of having “vacilones” with out any engagement. She was quite different and I know she was the girl of my life.

But conquered her was a difficult task. She was really difficult. I tried all of my tricks which worked with girls but they did not work with her. I used to visit her street every night in order to see her but she was elusive and when I got a little bit closer to her she moved away from me. She did not look at me. So I thought I was no interesting for her. I “throw my towel” if did not like to her it was nothing to do. But one day the destiny turned the luck to my side and I found her far from her street and alone, with no friends who could interfere between us.

I invited her to a soda and started to talk to her. She was elusive again and was too difficult to get her to the bakery but I got it. We started to talk and with every word going out from her mouth I felt I was more fell in love with her. Her sweet voice went into my ears and dart into my heart. I took her and got closer to her. She did not move. It was a great sign. We continue talking and then I decided. I was going to kiss her. But I was nervous. Finally I did it. I kissed her and she kissed me too. It was the most wonderful moment of my life. I can still feel her sweet lips on mine. I asked being my girlfriend and at first she tried to avoid me but then she accepted. I felt the happiest and luckiest boy on the Earth.

Everything was going on wonderful. One of her friends let the group and they did not talk anymore. I ignore what had happened among them but I did not care about it she was my girlfriend and I was proud of being with her.

One day I was going to her house when suddenly I saw her embraced with another man. I felt my world was going down. The ground where I was standing opened under my feet. She was no different as I supposed. She was the same to the other girls I knew. My broken heart did not let ask for any explanation. I could not claim or say to her anything. I went away. I got to the bakery sad and collapsed. I could not believe what my eyes had seen. In that place was her ex-friend and she sat down next to me I was so sad and confused that I did not know when she kissed me and I did nothing. I could not notice my princess was looking at us. I knew it when I saw her evil friend smiling at her. I tried to explain her everything and say to her she was wrong and that it was a mistake. In that moment I understood that what I had seen before would be different as I thought. She did not listen to me. She ran away to her house and did not go out. I phoned her but she did not answer my calls. I sent her flowers and chocolates but she threw them to me through her window. Her broken heart and her pride were heavier than our love. She told me she did not love me anymore and asked me do not look for her anymore and I did it. She was my one and my only and now, even when I am a happily married man I remember her with love and I think about how life could have been if nothing of that had happened. I have tried to look for her but I am afraid to feel that intense love I felt when I was fourteen.

Open letter to Mr. Pérez Mouse


Dear Pérez Mouse:

I am not sure if we are cousins, too far cousins or something like that (because of our last names of course!). What I am pretty sure is that you must be the richest mouse among the mice with all those teeth you pick up and concerning the money you let under the pillows. I think it is a great business… let’s calculate: in average you can pick up, one hundred teeth, maybe? And, for each tooth you let, let’s say…. Five hundred pesos (being stingy, let me say). If we multiply one hundred per five hundred, we will get fifty thousand pesos. And if you get, let’s suppose, the 20 % for each tooth in gain you earn ten thousand pesos a day. It is a large amount per month for a small mouse like you are. Although… taking into account the dangers you must avoid but considering the holes you make into my walls... it’s too much for you.

Anyway, leaving the money stuff away; what I want to say is: how on the Earth you think a child can do with five hundred pesos? A soda costs much more than that! Think about all children’s illusions. Even some children take out their teeth by force in order to get some money coming from you!

Why don’t you ask parents for help? They can invest on your business since they are beneficiated with the situation. I don’t want to do this, it is a secret but it is useful for you: parents tell their children they have to brush their teeth three times a day if not, they say them they won’t receive any cent for damaged teeth!

You can pass parents a bill for each tooth you pick up. In that way children could receive more money than usual. And if you sold the teeth to mothers, they could make a necklace with them. Do you imagine? “My children’s tooth necklace”! Mothers would be really happy and they would pay fortunes for it. What about fathers? They could use the teeth as cufflinks! It would be a success!

Be the envy of your office dear Pérez. Think about it. I will give you my brilliant idea and it is for free!

Just one more thing: Pay more for my teeth!

Because

Because…

Because I can not avoid your profound eyes,

Because when I think of you my heart beats fast,

Because when I feel you close to me my heart beats stronger and faster,

Because you are my support when I fell down,

Because your smile makes me feel loved.

Because your hands are warm,

Because your hugs are better,

Because your kisses take me to the moon,

Because you make me feel stronger when I feel weak,

Because it does not care if we there is no money,

Because we spent beautiful and cheap times with our babies,

Because you’re the light in my darkness,

Because you trust in me more than myself,

Because you are my one and my only,

Because I know I can count on you until the infinite,

Because you are my twin soul,

Because I do not need look for anything else,

Because with you I have everything,

Because you have taught me how wonderful can the life be,

Because you are the best example for the children,

Because sometimes I wan to kill you,

Because I know neither I am not perfect nor you are,

Because we do our best to be better,

Because we fight together,

Because you never drop my hand,

Because I love seeing your face when I open my eyes every morning,

Because I love you...

Friday 15 April 2011

TWICE TOLD STORY

The first time that I saw you, I knew you were the love of my life, but it was unidirectional. People say dogs are the best friends of the humans, but they are wrong!
I love to take care of you, I spend a lot of time giving you a bath, feeding you, kissing you and many things more and finally what is the pay for me? You wake up in the middle of the night and bark, bark, bark the whole night.
Wow, I understand now! You sleep at day and bark at night. You don’t remember we have neighbors; No really you don’t know anything, you put your shit just in front of the door of the man who I like so much. The result, he hates me, even after to use small pants. He forgot it when you decide to put your nature over there.
I remember the day when I sent you to the bakery hairdresser's shop. I didn’t have enough money and I could have bought something beautiful for me, but not, I decided to spend my money in you and What was the end? You decide to jump on all the puddles that you found, you ruined your appearance. You know what I am going to replace you. Achh I know I can’t do it, I’m really bad.

Second Version TWICE TOLD STORY

Aleja: I love you
Dog: me too, I’m so happy with you
Aleja: You know what? I not.
Dog: but that is strange I sleep next to you, I return to you even after sticking with that horrible newspaper.
Aleja: That is not sufficient. You don’t know.. You put your shit just in front of the house of the man I like so much.
Dog: Well, About what do you complain? You like the trek that you give me only for seeing him.
Aleja: You are absolutely unbearable.
Dog: Not, I am a dog, how do you want I behave? because unlike you, I know how I want you behave.
Aleja: What do you say? only for curiosity, How do you want I behave?
Dog: At least not speaking with dogs.
Aleja: I was thinking to replace you, but now I understand why I can’t do it.
It is very simple, you are able to listen attentivly and not only that. Sometimes I believe you really speak to me.

Thursday 14 April 2011

Our First Trip Together

This happened when I was nineteen years old. I was with my boyfriend (actually my husband) and we decided for the first time to be alone for a weekend and to go to Santa Rosa de Cabal where there is a wonderful place called “Termales”.
But before the travel we should prepared all: the bags, the car, the money and certainly the permission. It was the most complicated thing, especially for my grandmother, she is a person very strict, moralist and tied to the clock, one of her more famous phrases is: “In my house everyone has to take the breakfast at 7:00 a.m. the lunch at 12:00 m. and the dinner at 6:00 o’clock, the door is closed at 7:00 p.m. and the boyfriend has to visit you at the living room most of times, preferably”. If you are not according with all her laws you are in big problems.
It is necessary to annotate that in that time I was living with her because my parent’s house is in Palmira and I was studying Topographical Engineer, here in the University of Valle. Anyway, the case was that she was not going to allow that we were to that place, but in that occasion and after many requests and promises she accepted, but certainly no to be there more than one day. You have to be here maximum at seven o'clock in the night, it changed all the plans but we accepted or not accepted we did not have another alternative.
At the following day I woke up at 3:00 a.m. to arrive on time to the wonderful place, more or less at nine o’clock. We were so happy in the route we take a special breakfast called in our city “Trucker's breakfast” it was really delicious, we continue on the route listening to music and singing.
Finally we arrive to the town, at the park there were some squirrels, we took of them some beautiful pictures and enjoyed eating a delicious ice cream, after that, we continue the way to our destination. When we arrived there it was very very beautiful, the first thing that you can see there is a relaxing waterfall adorned with many plants and flowers, and the pictures could not wait. The weather was cold but it was not important because we were on the hot water. At minding day we ate a delicious fish with the famous “Coca Cola”, sometime time later we followed some tourists that were walking the famous ecological trek of almost all these places, we finished this trek with a bath in the “rumbera swimming pool” a swimming pool created only to dance that works only in the night. I don’t know how the time passed so quickly, but when I saw my clock it was already seven o'clock of the night, then I began to be worry about the entry to my house, especially because we were at five hours of Cali. After to enjoy the all day we were ready to return to the house, on the way we drunk a delicious chocolate with the famous “Chorizo Santarosano” ummmm, we arrived at house at 3:30 a.m. and though my grandmother did not open to me the door this was one of the prettiest trips of my life. We enjoyed a lot and today it is part of one of our more pleasing memories.

Aleja.

An Open Letter to my Dear Aunt

Still I remember as if it was yesterday the last time that we were together, the day that I was helping you to pack a great suitcase for your trip to the United States the following day, you were taking many new shoes we could not close it, but ultimately we achieve it, it was a difficult task no doubt. You should come for the Christmas of the year 2010 as we had spoken but you did not come, it would be that God decided it or were you the one who decided it.
We had many plans: to finish the remodeling of the house that you had just bought, to enjoy the new bay that I was waiting in that moment, to travel and many things more.
I do not understand why did you decide to leave us, I want to say; always you looked so satisfied, so smiling, so happy, so positive. Now I have thousand of questions in my mind, undoubtedly this letter would not reach to answer each one of them, but I would like to know why did you decide not to accept blood, if it was your only alternative of life? Why did you decide to leave your son alone what did you think in that moment?
I feel a deep pain of not have been with you; of you die alone in that country far of all we that love you. If only God had given me the opportunity to be with you to take care of you and to speak you about how important were you for us, certainly you would be here with us and certainly you would be alive.
That day we all were met at the grandmother's house to accompany her, since you know she is the person who more loves you and his pain would be so big that we doubt that she could resist it alone. We essay thousand ways of saying it to her, but this was not necessary when she saw us she understood that you had died and that her prayers were not sufficient to save you.
I want you know that still we do not overcome your loss, but today I fill with happiness remembering your sweet little face of doll with a smile always drawn in you and your so beautiful blue eyes. You were an affectionate, sweet and comprehensive aunt. The aunt that all want to have.
I know that we are going to be together again and when it happens I will give you this letter, for the moment it is only an open letter.
Aleja.

I swear it is true


I remember my first travel with my mom and my brothers. It was the first time we were going to get away from Cali. Maybe and you hope I give you all the little details about it, but I just have one word for you to describe it. Unbelievable.

Out of the concrete jungle

August 1997. We were going to know mom’s place of birth. San Pedro del Vino. A little town built on a big mountain right on the banks of the Patía River. It was not easy to arrive there. Mom and dad decided it was better to travel at night, in that way we could arrive early in the morning to Tumaco, our first stop.

Once away from Cali, it was great to feel the wind right on your face. You really could breath; you really could feel the clean air getting into your nose, passing through your throat until arrive to your lungs. In the morning, you could really appreciate how awesome it was to move something away from the gray city. Your eyes could get shining in front of a grand green grass rob covering the ranges. In that moment, I and the nature became two into one, I could feel that was the place my human essence belonged to. I really felt how my body responded to the call of that celestial paradise on earth. My view could not be apart of the occident green side that surrounded the road to our destiny. No noise, no pollution, anything stinked except the thought we had to return to “contemplay” the concrete jungle again.

We finally arrived Tumaco. “Mire mija, this is the place were your mom was born”. I have to confess it did not impress me. The first thing I could see was a group of depressing houses in front of me. More pollution, more people everywhere, women and men crying “bocachico, lleve el bocachico!!” My mom, my brothers and I walking and walking. That gray color, again, in front of my eyes.

Water

I thought the magnificence of that trip, my first trip, had finished when we arrived there. But then, I saw it. Just as grand as it is, right in front of our faces. Imposing, furious, impatient, but calm. With no ending more than the limits of your view. Dancing from back to front, like calling for you, like inviting you to get into it until getting lost. It was the first time my brothers and I saw the sea. We were about six, eight and ten years old. We looked at each other and our smiling faces could perfectly describe what we were feeling right that moment.

On the wharf, there was a man “Salahonda, Ramo, San Pedro. Baratico vea!” he cried. My mom took the box with our stuffs, and started to walk faster “háganle, háganle!” My brothers and I ran as fast as we could, furtunely, we could reach the last empty places on the motor-launch. My mom, my brothers and I closer to the sea. The motorist started the engines. The front of the boat breaked the water. I could not avoid my eyes got lost into that clear blue dancing water, those waves comming and going were a kind of hypnosis. I was almost sure nothing could interrupt that moment, but thanks God, I was completely wrong.

The sea creature

During that moment of facination, I could see something in the water. It looked such a big wrinkled brown piece of wood that was being moved by the waves. Outside and inside, one and another, following the launch. The piece of wood seemed to be closer. My eyes on it, closer and closer, and my eyes on it, closer and closer. I felt my heart stoped for a while. I could not believe that was hapening. During my whole life I had thought you just could see it in a biology book of the library. I thought moments like that just taked place on TV. That here in Colombia it was not possible to experience such as thing.

Yes. You know, I thought a whale was something impossible to regard in a considerable short distance. But it hapened to me. I could no believe it, a magnificent creation swimming by the side of our boat, and me –at least for that moment, the only spectator. I felt it was there just for me. It was not as big as those we use to see on the National Geography Channel, I suppose it was just a baby-whale. But I did not care. The creature was there for me and I was there for it. No one but me was looking at it, and I could not say anything, my body was encapsuled in a very strange turbulence of emotions from toe to head.

I swear it is true

I thought it was better to keep it in silent. I fear that someone called me a liar –it is not common adults believe in kids’ stories, but the point is, that it was not a product of my imagination. It was real, as real as me or you. Despite evrything I made my decition. Once at home –in Cali, I was going to share that amazing experience with my family.

And yes, I did it. We returned to the gray forest, and once at home I finally talked. I told my parents and brothers I saw a whale during the travel on the boat.

- “Stop saying pendejadas!”, that was my father’s first reaction.

- “I swear it por Dios, it is true!”

- “a lo mejor and that was un bujeo!”

I did not know what a “bujeo” was. On the contrary, I was sure about what a whale was. And what I saw that day in the sea, was a whale. It is incredible how ignorance sometimes makes people get blind. At that time, my father and I had not idea whales use to arrive to Colombian Pacific Coast. A year passed until we –my father and I, could see on “Telepacifico” that amazing spectacle in a news section.

- “Aah, si ve pa!”, I told you it was a whale.

- “Mmm...Hmm”.

And this is the story about my trip to San Pedro del Vino, my mother’s place of birth. A twenty hour trip which could capture my all in just one minute. To see a whale in its natural habit to just some meters from you. I had thought it would never happen such as thing to me, but it happened. It really happened to me.

Ah! Maybe and now you are asking to yourself, what about that place called San Pedro? Well, it is a confortable place –with no electricity but a confortable place, with nice people. The green grass is everywhere, the sky looks more blue than ever, and an immense river that challenge you to sail it.

A beautiful place apparently away from “civilization”, but immersed into a terrenal paradise.

N° 05

A trip to heaven - Xavier

A long time ago I had the most marvelous trip. I still keep it in my mind because that was a different experience. Something that changed my life. I remember that day when I took my red bag and went out to look for my destiny. I wanted to leave everything. I wanted to changed my surroundings, I just wanted to scape of the wrong way I lived.

The afternoon of the October 22th, I arrived to the Bus station without any idea of where could I go. I just walked around the halls. My mind was in white. People offered tikets to everywhere. I did not know where I wanted to go. I whished to get rid of all bad moments I had lived til these moment. Nevertheless I was still confused about my destiny.

While I thought about the shift of my iife, I could distinguish a beatiful face I had not seen long time ago. It was a friend of mine, She was Adriana. The last time I saw her was when we were in primary school, many years ago. She had moved to cartagena due to her father had to work there. We used to be real good friends. But I lost her at that time. Now I was sure we could restart our relationship.

Actually she realized I was sat down there and as she had seen the something very special, she looked at me and with the most beatiful samile, she told me. I really nice to see you! It was an amazing moment because we were talking about our lives for a long time.

When I told her what went on to me, she invited me to the place she went. It was an old farmer, where she used to go in her childhood. She had came to pass holidays there. so her favorite place was her grandparent's house.

As I was bored about my life, I accepted that invitation, I did not have anything to lose. We went with her and once again we where assamble. We passed the time sharing our success, our bad moments . We passed that moments as if they were the last in mi life. I do not her but in mi case, I felt as a child, rounded by nature, pure air, and the most I mportant, her company.

A twice told story 2 By Ingrid Urán

A twice told story By Ingrid Urán

Dangerous games in the park

Last week a little girl suffered a terrible accident in a well know park of the city. In this park there is a wheel that is used for many children at the same time. When the children are using it, there are no adults with them. In this case in particular the little girl was thrown through the air after another boy spun the wheel violently. The girl fell down hitting her thigh, which caused that a mound was appearing there. The girl was taken to the doctor; he told us that the girl needed several months of therapy, because the mound is really huge and it is not easy of disappear. The park was closed by authorities.

Getting a huge mound in your thigh

1. Go to the park.

2. Hop on the dangerous Wheel.

3. Ask a biggest, strongest boy spin the wheel fastest

4. Do not hold the wheel and do not sit in well.

5. Do not protect your legs

6 finally, you get a huge mound in your thigh.

Last to my childhood 2 by Ingrid Urán

My grandpa lived in Bajo Calima, You know this a town near of Buenaventura, it has a huge river and amazing landscape. I used to spend my summer vacations there, because I enjoyed to swing in the river all day or to eat tropical fruits like coronilla. But my grandpa preferred that his family went to Bajo Calima in Christmas. He called us saying “I am going to kill some pigs and some chickens, and I am going to make a swing for my kids”.

December 2003 was different. He was sick, for that reason He was in a hospital in Cali. He was since November. I was really sad; I knew that he was going to die. I needed to see my grandpa for last time, I needed to tell him thank for all happy memories and of course I needed to tell him Toño I love you, but I did not desire to see my grandpa defeated , he always was like trunk of a big tree. I had to go to the hospital.

Next day, I woke up, remembering that it was Christmas day, and I decided to face my fears, because my grandpa taught me “ Oye es muy importante coger el toro por los cuernos”, and “ en casa ajena se madruga”. This was his first time in Cali for this time, I knew that he was suffering much; he really wanted to be in his town. Finally, I went to the hospital, but as I did not know which room he was in, I decided to call my aunt. She answered the phone: “Your grandpa is died. He died that morning”.

Two hours later, I started my last trip to my childhood. My family and my relatives were crying, I was not, I was sure that he wanted to pass his last Christmas in Bajo Calima, Crazy old man , he always was the boss. Suddenly, Jaime, the husband of my aunt shouted “the van was here”. Jaime was very nice gay, he called other people with a funny nickname and he pronounced these nickname with a specially tone. I was looking through the windows, remembering every detail of this place, all these sceneries and the river. How many times were my grandpa and me feeding the animals or talking? I did not know, but I knew that was last one.

That day people and we buried my grandpa, people were singing “alabaos” they wanted to tell him “He had a good trip”, and we were laughing, because my grandpa was in the place where he was happy.

After that day several events happened and we could not return to Bajo Calima, we were threatened by the pramilitaries.

Twice-told story by Rosa Doris Huertas

THE SILLY HOUR

It was a day in which the sun attacked furiously, I find myself walking until the university, but not for pleasure, I walked out of necessity on the side of the road with the name of liberator. The first need was to get faster to university while I was thinking about the work that had due and not done, I was worried about the time I find myself walking, it was not any time, and it was silly hour.

It did not mean that the hour was stupid; fools are those who walk at that hour. But as I said, I was not walking for pleasure, I did out of necessity. I had no money. But why it is call the “silly hour”? Because at that time everyone is having lunch, nobody is out, the only ones who stay out at that time are those who have nothing to eat and go out looking, but are not looking foolish, fools are those who let them be found.

With 40 minutes of travel, I walked nearly 15 miles undefeated, and I thought nothing could happen. Then I noticed that I had left the most feared slum, El Vergel, El Poblado, Mariano, Republica, I had crossed the border of the apparent danger, and in ten steps I passed the stratum 1 to 5. The terrible heat still with me, but it decreased progressively thanks to the leafy trees that dot El Ingenio neighborhood, and I relaxed myself. But I was wrong.

Unexpectedly, under the shadow of one of the Ingenio’s leafy trees, two boys in bikes approached to me. Without even exploring my possessions, one of them ordered immediately to me, -Give me the cell phone and the money!- while the other showed a sharp knife threatening rusty. I could not talk. They made a second warning by show me the peeling knife face, I realized that it was desirable to reach the third. It was in that moment when I reacted and said: - you are going to steal me again.

What a surprise I gave them. While the rusty knife robber took an interest in me. -And where you live?, where had you been stolen.- Those question lay Christ to suffer; if I said that I lived near of that place indicate that I am a person of means and then I would get a good scare, and if I said that I lived in El Poblado as it really was, it would be possible I fell by rivalry between neighborhoods. Cases have been seen. Then, whit the shock I lied:
- In Mariano, I live in Mariano and I was robbed the “Paradero rojo” (a very known place in the Mariano’s neighborhood) a man with a knife came out to me and he took my money for the bus and my phone, so I got to come by walking- I said them.

What a surprise, but now, mine. The thieves were from Mariano. When I finished telling them my story, the guy who ordered me to pass him my cell, exclaimed surprised -what the fuck! Son of a bitch who made that to the neighborhood’s people -. He continued saying -That's why I first ask where they come before to steal away -
- So, Where are you going, buddy – said me the thief's knife while he kept in his shoe and hid in the boot pants
- I’m going to Univalle - I answered.
The boy which had the knife got off to the bicycle seat and said, "hop on in the from and drive, I’ll take you to the university- It was ten pass three, I had ceased to be the time silly, and I just hoped that I would ring the phone while I was driving.

Second version

In the Police office

Police: Names?

The bicycle thief: Arturo Rodriguez

The knife thief: Willmar Rodriguez

Police: How old are you?

The bicycle thief: I’m seventeen years old, he’s sixteen, please let him go, he is my little bro, sir.

Police: Shut up! A lady saw you while you and your brother commit a crime: You robbed a boy who was walking through the Simon Bolivars Avenue; the Lady said that you got his things and forced him to ride the bike. She said that maybe you killed him.

The knife thief: I swear, Sir, nothing happened, she’s lying. We help a Parcero we found in the avenue that’s true, but we did not steal him.

The bicycle thief: and nether KILLED HIM, My bro’s right, Sir. Let us go, we did not do anything to him. We only help him to go to the university; he told us he was walking, because someone in Mariano stole his money and his cell phone, that’s all what happened sir.

Police: Anyway is your version against her version, you have been my headache; It’s not the first time that I catch you. You already know the rules “ladies”, you’ll stay in the commissary for five days and then you go to the correctional.
Trip

I needed to see my brother; he was with a group of soldiers I did not know what was going on with him. I just knew he was in Miraflores jungle, and in that place guerilla group stayed too. There were some kilometers from my house to that place, but nobody could go there because it was very dangerous. The only possibility to know if my brother was good was going until that place by walking.

One night I prepared some meal for my brother, his favorite meal, I took some supplies and I put my boots and a jacket. It was about 9: pm that was the time which the members of my family were sleep, because they never would have allowed me to go to look for my brother. Then I started to walk toward Miraflores. Before guerilla arrived there that place was a little town with some habitants but then they left it because of the war conflict. So it was forbidden for civil people to get there without permission. I had not seen my brother about six months, the last thing I knew was that he got into that uninhabited place with other soldiers. I walked almost the whole night into the darkness of the night; the image of my brother’s smile was a strong motivation which gives me courage and energy. It was a trip by myself. When I was arriving there it was about 4: am at that moment I started to get afraid because I did know where my brother exactly would be placed. I heard some cries of men but far away, and then I was walking without making noise. I did not know what to do because it was dark and how could I recognize if those cries belonged to soldiers or to guerrilleros?. If it would had been possible to make a call it would have been easy but there was not any technological communication there because it was the very bottom of the jungle. So I decided to wait among the branches while the light of the day arrived. I was sat very quite in a hide place. But I was not so scared because I was thinking about him, the most I needed was to know he was alive and fine.

The day almost arrived I was so tired and in a moment I was getting sleep. Suddenly someone put his hand on my mouth I got congealed. I heard a calm voice that said me “what the hell are you doing here?”, and that was his voice, I could not cry of emotion because he made me a signal of keep in silence. The bliss I felt in that moment worth the whole night walking and many things this in world. He hugged me and kissed me with almost tears on his eyes, but of course he was troubled because it was a big unexpected surprise. He said “the whole night I was thinking and feeling about you sweetie”. And he added “I know how much you love me and nothing can measure my love for you, but you did not do well, you risked your life”. In some way he was right but, the desperation of not knowing anything about him was killing me anyway.

A trip to... By Jen

All x 1 GRANDPA’S FARM
7 days/6 nights
$ Life


July 1st 2010 Cali-Colombia

“WHERE IS CAMILO?” (Ring ring) “Calm down, everything will be ok” “he and the money had to be here at 3:00 am” “mom where is my daddy” “Please, help me to look for him” “WHERE IS CAMILO?” “It is not usual” (ring ring) “I talked to him on Monday night” “God bless him” “I called his friend and he doesn’t know anything” “mom what happened? “WHERE IS CAMILO?” (Ring ring) “Don’t worry he is going to appear soon” “his cellphone is off” (ring ring) “I haven’t seen him since yesterday in the casino” “don’t you cry, he’s ok” “WHERE IS CAMILO?”(Ring ring) “Camilo is at the hospital, he tried to kill himself”.

Everything was confused. I was really shocked, Camilo and I hadn’t the best relationship, in fact I couldn’t stand him, I hated the way he addressed to my cousins, he mistreated them physically and psychologically, I hated the way he used my aunt for getting money, I hated the way he lied to my relatives, I hated he tended to be the good and intelligent worker that he wasn’t, but… he was a human being, I felt sad for that man; that night, I prayed for him and closed my eyes hoping everything got better next day. However it didn’t happen, things got worse…

(Ring ring) “Hello” “Now you are in charge of your husband’s business, we need our money; if you don’t pay your children will pay. You know, Cali is dangerous” “what happened?” “Don’t cry” “I’m afraid” “me too” “You have to go away, pack your things” “but daddy!” “I don’t want” “me neither” “you have to” “it scares me mommy” “I want to stay with you” “PACK IT NOW!” “Hurry up, there is not time” “Dad, I’m ready”.

“I hope to see you soon” I said and hugged my daddy and my mom. My maternal family –my grandma, my aunt, my cousins- my sister and I were in that old taxi looking through the window to my parents saying bye with their hands. I couldn’t understand why it was happening; I thought things like these happened in movies or in series not in real life, but we were there, the victims of an addition of someone else, we were there, running away from gambler debts, we were there as the main characters of a case of The FBI Files, but without Discovery Channel cameras; we were there, on the way to my paternal grandpa’s farm… I had been there a lot of times by pleasure, but never by obligation… I just left my tears flow down my cheeks while rural landscape surrounded me, and then I fell asleep… suddenly I smelled wet ground, fresh mandarins and bung, a gentle breeze took my skin, the peacock cried, the car stopped, I opened my eyes, I put on the sweater, I was in my grandpa’s farm.

July 3rd 2010 Corregimiento El Chocho Yumbo-Colombia

Wednesday 13 April 2011

Twice-told story by Francisco

This twice told story may be confusing. I -as the main character- am going to expose my experiences during what I consider unusual days.
Right now I am writing about some place where some pretty girl and I are living. The story begins last night when I dreamed of a girl with long straight black hair, pale green eyes, white skin and a sensitive smile. For me she was perfect, it was all I remembered, it was all I needed. All I needed to know was that I was dreaming and that I wanted to make it real. This led me to the following conclusion: as soon as I awake I had to make a draw of her. Then, I would give her feelings through words. I’d provide her with all that makes you human: emotions, sensitivity, tastes, movements and smells. I would make her alive by telling a story. Some say that if you give sense to words you can create life. Ancient cultures devoted to writing used to teach this knowledge in the first centuries. Researchers have found a school of thought specialized on these kinds of studies. They believed in worlds created with words in which people actually lived, feeling happiness and pain, although they also knew the risk this practice involved.
The goal I had was to make a dream come true by taking life from the world of subconscious and putting it into the world of eternity. I forgot about everything else I had to do during those days, I just focused on believing in the possibility to do what I wanted. I began by drawing her in such a deep-meticulous way upon a huge piece of cardboard. It was insane. I was amazed of my new behavior but I didn’t care much about it and I just kept on working. Then I started with some words describing in detail the place where only the two of us would prevail; beautiful spaces in different shades of colors which were almost painted in oils. Then I made her appear in there but unlike oil-like landscapes she was detailed in high definition. I gave her senses and a soul and she opened her eyes to feel it real, from that moment on she walked out of my dreams shaped into an exquisite flesh and bone woman. After having finished her as a complete and perfect human being (I thought so), I was reborn by her side. She was all I wanted and I was all she had. Now I keep on writing or, I better say, building a world with no daylight, telling her I will always be there for her. And it seems to me like I’ve been living here for thousands of years. We have done everything that a human has ever imagined, we tried all I invented. But now I’m tired, now I’m bored of being here alone with her. I am sitting on a desk writing how I`ll get rid of all of this and she comes closer from behind and kisses me on the neck. I may write that I am happy indeed, but it is not real happiness because something goes beyond my nature (I already tried it). I am the god of my own worlds but I am not the god of my own essence.
So I am thinking this: since it is a simulated world, it has the intrinsic principle of capability to be destroyed. The masters of cultures of writing studied thoroughly these phenomena, there is a legend of some master who could create a balanced world where he kept living, and nobody knows for sure whether he existed or not. -The truth is: if he is not in the world we all know there is a possibility in which he is living in his own world. - So as the ancient masters did, I decide to end with the pages and to go back to the life I had before. I would say goodbye to her in painful words for both. She will be always on my mind until my death, but her pain of losing me won’t last long, by contrast she’s going to die as soon as I burn these pages. Goodbye my darling. Someday the words we all inhabit will condemn our existence.
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(Second version)

Last Monday I dreamed of a girl, and I remember exactly the way she looked like. I think about her all the time so I want to write a story for her. Later I might dedicate the story to someone who reminds me of this dream.

TRIP - Second version

An awful and unforgettable trip at everyday of my life

Characters:

Me

An old woman

A woman with a baby

A young woman

I still remember the fist time I heard about it, when they said on TV “This transportation is going to improve your lifestyle and bla bla bla” or almost funny when they also stated “now our city is going to be more civic...the MIO is yours, Cali a new beat.” Thus, I think back about those bureaucratic promises, I say to myself “I knew it.” Therefore, since my personal viewpoint, I´m going to tell you one of my common journeys by using the MIO in order to set out that traveling by this bus is actually an awful and unforgettable experience to me at everyday of my life.

I remember I was getting out of my workplace so I just wanted to arrive home. I walked around the street at about twenty minutes, and then I arrived at MIO station which was full of people who tried to buy a ticket to step in this transportation. I had to wait for almost fifteen minutes to buy my ticket. While I waited I thought: “all this life time only to buy a ticket, that´s an insult for the citizens.”

I walked inside the station trying to prepare myself for the next wait. As always, it was actually full of people over there. I would like to escape from that place but I didn’t have any other option, as at everyday of my life as a bus user.

At the station, people gave pushes one another to be the first at stepping in the bus. They looked kind of aggressive. I guess they were mad at this means of transport as I was.

After about fifteen minutes of waiting, the bus arrived so, the struggle started. Many people got into the bus while they almost fought each other to get one of its gray, plastic chairs. Between the crowd, an old woman exclaimed: “…but you look like animals!”

I remember I couldn’t get any available place, and therefore I had to be stood up all that long way home.

I would say that traveling by MIO could be classified like an “eternity”, I mean: while you buy the ticket, then you should wait for the bus in the first station, later the change to actually arrive home or work, ah! well. The thing is that´s a lot of time consumed just because! But just because of an inefficient means of transport. We are almost forced by our local government to step in this transportation. Those situations have made me realize that our local government doesn´t care about what´s going on with its citizens since its only purpose is to get citizens´ money without offering them an actual benefit as they state in MIO´s advertising.

Back to my journey, I felt totally crushed and battered, and the bus hadn’t even left the station. Later, the trip started while the MIO moved to and fro like a boat in a turbulent pond. Inside the bus, people were extremely quiet. Suddenly, a woman with a baby got into the MIO in one of the stations. As she stepped in it, she tried to make her way between the stressful crowds. However, it was kind of impossible since the bus was full. I guess she felt as crushed as me since she shouted at some passengers: “you´re gonna injure my baby by pushing me like this.” Fortunately, another young woman gave her away her place and told her: “please, sit down here, otherwise they´re gonna crush your baby.”

After hundreds of pushed and crushed, I finally arrived at the most longed station to me, my neighborhood´s, and I got off this slow, big and blue bus.

I couldn’t deny the fact that some people have good experiences by travelling into MIO. Maybe, all my experiences are due to my lifestyle since I´m a hard working person so I should get into any transportation very early in the morning or at about five or six pm in the evening. That´s what is called in Colombia “hora pico.” At this time the transportation tends to be complicated. Thus, if someone has a different appreciation about this means of transport, below this text is the right place to express it. By the way, I swear not to be a MIO user all my life!

Open Letter to a Thief

Posted by Jhon Cortés Dinetriz
Dear thief
It had been about two years since that night when you stopped me near to my house. I think that you took advantage of the dark place you chose to watch me and also you took advantage of my disobedience towards my mom who had told me not to take that path a couple of days before. Anyway, this is my only chance to tell you how I fell about that.
I really didn’t appreciate you being that aggressive the day you stole my cell phone and the 1500 pesos I was saving for the bus to the next day. You didn’t really need to treat me the way you did. Ok, I’m black and I feel good about it, I’m telling you; but my mother is not a prostitute or a whore as you said. She is an angel and she cares about me: you should have seen her the night you stole those things from me. She hugged me and dried my tears off my eyes, and told me not to worry. You know something? You should try not to treat others people’s mothers the way you did with mine. Otherwise, you could receive many insults from the mothers of those people you stole. In fact, my mother said you were a fuckin’ asshole and that you deserved the prison for being such a rat. Anyway, she was upset; she is no used to say that kind of words.
I didn’t appreciate neither you being drunk nor high while you intimidated me with that gun on my chest. To be honest with you, I was really freaked out. My heart was about to burst. I stood still like a young boy being caught up in a wank by his mother. I really thought you were going to kill me. Man, you really have some serious problems! You couldn’t even stand on your own feet!
Although that said, I do appreciate you giving me back the Sim card from my cell. From my perspective this act shows a little be of consideration. I wouldn’t have imagined me losing all the contacts I had in there. So, for giving me back the Sim card, and for not have killed me, I guess I have to say thank you.

P.S You have serious problems

Trip to Aunt Sixta’s New Farm

posted by Jhon Cortés Dinetriz
Family trips are always to remember
“You are going to love the river, the farm and the animals in that place. You are going to get crazy jumping, and running all over there with the other kids. Also, you can help us to catch some chickens to make the soup. Sounds that good? ”
I could hardly sleep thinking about all the promises my mother told me after the bed-time. I couldn’t help but imagining how that marvelous place was going to be. Though we had been in a farm before, that place seemed to be very special to my mom; it was her aunt Sixta new farm. Sixta was my late grand-ma’ sister so she was my aunt too anyway. She was tall, extremely thin and her eyes were dark blue as grand-ma’s eyes. Her eyes were the reason why all the kids of my family were scared in front of her when she used to live with us. Every time I passed her by, I couldn’t avoid looking her eyes. I felt really scare too; especially when some of the kids did something wrong. She always came to me in the first place and asked me if I knew something about the damage caused. Her eyes obliged me to say anything to her, with the same will that a faithful dog would response to the whistle of its owner. I was weak in front of her eyes.
As all the family was invited, we had to rent a big bus for all of us to travel together. I wasn’t very pleased to meet aunt Sixta, but the lots-of-fun Image that mom created inside my head the night before, made me change my mind. The bus took its road at 8 am or so. It was a 3 hours trip, a long one for a 7 old like me. I took a place in the back side, next to a cousin my aged. The bus was full. More than 30 persons sharing the same overloaded atmosphere full of noise, smooth of cigarette, and vomit. When I was happy for having chose a sit in the back side, my cousin next to me puked on my pants. The strong smell made me feel sick; I was about to jump out of the window.
By the time the bus arrived to that place, I had already puked more than twice. The first thing I saw when I got out the dirty bus was aunt Sixta house. It was charming from the outside. I saw also some chickens craving their beaks on the mud. Aunt Sixta came out from the house hugging and kissing everybody outside. She was really happy to see us. She started to cry. My mom started to cry too and then they hugged. Meanwhile, all the kids run all over the place chasing the chickens. As I felt still sick I remained quiet and sat on an old log. From my place I could see everything. My mom and my uncles were making the fire to prepare the food, the kids were playing around, and aunt Sixta was cutting some staff into pieces. She looked at me from her place, and put a big smile on her face. I never had seen her so cheerful. All that she needed to be happy was a new farm, I thought. Everybody was happy I could see it. All of a sudden aunt Sixta came to me. I remember exactly what she said: do you feel still kind of dizzy don’t you? I said yes with my head looking straight to her blue eyes. So she gave me a lemon for me to eat it. You can have some sleep in my bed if you want. She added. I went inside the house and took a deep and tranquil nap on Aunt Sixta bed. When I woke up I felt better. I went to the outside willing to have as much fun as possible but I found that everybody had gone to the river that was half an hour far from the house by foot. She told me not to worry as she gave me a dish full of sweet grapes. The strong smell of burning wood of her dress made me feel as if I were in a safe place. I sat near to her and offered her some of the grapes. She put a big smile on her face and took some from my dish. In that moment I didn’t regret not being at the river with the others, or not having caught the chicken for making the food. I felt comfortable as to ask her something that I had in my mind since ever. Aunt Sixta! Why you got your eyes dark blue? I asked. Let me tell you a secret- she said- old black people like me, always got dark eyes before they die.
It was strange, but I think that she was right. Grand-ma got dark blue eyes too before she died

Tuesday 12 April 2011


My trip to the infinite by Gustavo Maglioni

The first time I traveled to the infinite was pretty awesome. I was in Andres Islands and I was with my cousin and his school friends. We were a group of boys full of hormones wishing a lot of new things: sex, drugs, party and alcohol.

One of the six days we stayed there I was kind of bored because my cousin's friends didn't know anything about having fun. So I decided to breath fresh air and go outside the hotel. I said: Hey I'm going out now, I'll come back soon!

That night the sky was great. A big moon showing his white and beautiful round shape and a big number of stars dressing the black sky. I was happy because San Andres is a wonderful place, however, I needed something more in order to expand my expectations. I didn't know what was that thing that could do that, so I sat down on a chair next to the beach and a funny guy was there. He said: do you want a taste of this cigarette? I said: yes, sir. Holy shit, it was awful. Then He told me it was marihuana and each cigarette had a price of 3000 pesos. I said: ok give me two.

Later that night, the guys and I were in a big ship having a party with a lot of hot girls and I was drunk as hell. The party ended, I urinated on the beach and I took out my two cigarettes, I gave one to my cousin and we started to smoke that pot. I felt my head three times bigger and I felt as if I could fly, people were funny and I didn't understand anything. The sea was infinite, I was speechless. The alcohol and the THC were mix and I started to speak in a bad English and to drink more alcohol. I was traveling at the speed of light. I met Mr. Infinite himself. And since that I use to go visiting him every single week. ;)


Friday 8 April 2011

MY FIRST TRIP TO MT SEXUAL LIFE

My first trip alone was my first trip to my sexual life. Since I felt the engine of the bus, the wet kiss of my mom and I heard her words remembering me not to accept anything from strangers. I knew that that time I was going to be lucky with my cousin. I was fifteen and she was a well formed beautiful brunet, just fourteen, she was what we call in my country “una paisita”. Before my first trip alone to Medellin I had been there several times, and my cousin had been in Cali about two times; despite my attraction to her, and that dichotomy when you think somebody likes you but you are not sure, we had never been able to be alone, so I had never had the opportunity to ask her, this time, without my mom supervision that was going to be different.

After eight hours of traveling, and my buttocks like two pieces of marble I arrived to my aunt’s house. There she was radiant as always, with those beautiful eyes that always beat me when she looked staring at me. Those eyes talked by themselves they told me “Hi, cousin did you come alone?” I say hello to my aunt, but the only person that was there for me was her.

After four days of intensive talks and insinuations the time was running out as fast as my patience, the problem was my other cousin, his brother, my aunt and his husband used to work all day but my cousin, Carlos had the same schedule of her, so he used to be with us all the time. We had wonderful moments together, we played all kind of games, but my desire was stronger, due to the fact that I couldn’t stand him. Two days before my return to Cali My cousin woke up really sick, she had an awful flu, or in doctors words (she had an infectious disease caused by RNA viruses of the family Orthomyxoviridae). It was awful, her nose and throat were Mucuslandia. The good thing was that she didn’t go to school, so finally I had my chance. I spent like two hours thinking about my first move, meanwhile I heard the way she caught all the time, it was like December in the middle of June. Finally I went to her room, she looked worst than she sounded, then I made a usually stupid question.

- Hi, how are you?
- I’m awful. She answered.
- Can I do something for you?
- No, my mom already gave me a pill.
- Can I watch TV with you
- If you don’t care to be near.

Off course I didn’t care, a simple flu was not enough to forbid me to get what I want. I lay down close to her, I kind of embraced her and I started to touch softly her hair. She automatically got closer and we finished huddle. I didn’t have to say nothing. Ater ten minutes that for me were like a century, she started to kiss me, it was the most beautiful experience I had had in my life, after the kiss you all know what had happened. Since that day we are excellent friends and cousins between us there are just a great remember and I will always be thankful with her for that moment.

The trip (Alvaro)

THE TRIP

We all have good memories of our first trip: A nice visit to our grandmother’s house, an enjoyable weekend in a farm, a romantic and well deserved vacation on a beach or a stimulating expedition to an exotic place. But the memories of my first trip are not exactly the happiest one. They are in fact as traumatic as a rape scene.

The trip begun paradoxically as soon as my mother, my father and I arrived from a lovely afternoon at the cinema. My father was parking the car in the garage, while my mother and I ran up the staircase. She opened the door and I run at full speed. I hadn't notice that one of my shoe's lace was untied up. I stepped on it and I fell down. My head knocked against the edge of my bedroom door like a blacksmith hammer against the anvil. I stood up quickly but calmly. Suddenly a drop of blood run down my forehead before vanishing in my left eyebrow. I was strangely calm. My mother on the other hand was in panic and crying like a lunatic. She took my arms and we returned to the car. She ordered my father not to park the car since we had to go to the Hospital. The trip to the hospital was distressing. Although I didn't feel any kind of pain, my mother screams frightened me and turn the situation more stressful. My father drove like a mad convict after a jailbreak, dodging the others cars and holes in the street. The wheels screeched in each corner and the horn clear the way to hospital. For the first time in his life, my father didn't pay attention to the red light. Luckily, it was late in the night and there wasn’t any traffic agent around to catch us. When we arrived, I could notice the devastating panorama. The scene seemed to be taken from a war movie. People injured in the middle of the hall, painful screams spreading and echoing all over the room, women begging for a miracle and mothers crying inconsolably. The first sensation that disturbed (after the feeling of sadness and impotence of the doctors) was the smell of ethyl alcohol. When I smelled that, I intermediately felt a cold breeze all over my body. I froze myself. That sensation really frightened me. Then a nurse approached us and asked my mother what had happened. She told her and she began to examine me. Then, a doctor came and put his stethoscope in my chest. I was so scared and paranoiac that I felt the stethoscope like a cold sword through my skin reaching my vital organs. After that I was taken to a white room. There, Doctors were trying to explain me the situation and how they will proceed, but I was too frightened to understand even the simplest instruction. After that I felt sleep.